against the AI. Nor come close. So tonight I finally qualify in 2nd
place, coming within 0.04 secs of taking the pole at Silverstone-- an
all time best for me. At the start I quickly drop back to 4th place, but
I'm running clean and work my way back up to 2nd behind Brabham, the
leader. Shadowing him closely, intense with concentration and nearly
colliding several times, I finally get a run on him coming out of
Maggots, slip by on the inside, outbrake him heading into Becketts (Turn
3) and Whoopee! I'm actually leading an AI race! Now I get nervous,
start clutching the wheel too tightly, but I stay clean and am soon
maintaining a steady 3 second lead over Brabham and Gurney who are
fighting it out for 2nd place. One lap to go and despite several close
calls and tardy brakings, I'm still anxiously maintaining my margin. I
come cleanly around Abbott and now I've got one straightaway to go, the
final corner, and I've won my first race against the AI! I've done it!
Until I shift into 5th and in a flash of flame and flying debris I blow
my engine! Now I'm coasting for that last corner, powerless, bobbing my
head frantically up and down in an irrational attempt to impart the
momentum to my slowing car. Suddenly the finish line is before me, but a
scant split second before I reach it, Gurney roars by and takes the win.
By 0.17 seconds.
I'm sure my neighbors must have pondered calling the police after my
anguished cry rang out. Damn that Lotus. Damn GPL. Damn it to hell. I'll
never win, so what's the point in trying anymore? Then again, I wonder
if I would do better with the Eagle....