>Also, have you ever noticed how ymenard's posts are often times seemingly
>written by a 14yrd old, with all the language confusion from someone living
in
>a different-speaking country, to coherent, well-thought out posts (seen
this
>on the ten-based NROS board)? Seems to me like either out little candian
>friend is schitzo or is actually a couple people.....
Well... you see the point very well Ken. On the NROS newsgroup, webboards
and also on TEN, I am "myself". I am helping people, putting interesting
remarks, making funny jokes and having PLENTY of friends.
But here on r.a.s. I am not myself, I am the strange psycho guy, who helps
people but also do some immature and provocative remarks.
I have to admit it. Even if most of my things on r.a.s. were related to my
school, I went too far.
<Normal r.a.s. citizen>
Whoaaa ? ymenard who say that he went too far !! Am I dreaming or not ??
</normal r.a.s. citizen>
Well, no. I did some stupid things and like everytime, I am sorry. I will
stop after tonigh to be a radical moron, and do like everywhere else than on
r.a.s., witch is helping people having a better experience out of their
simracing titles.
Like you maybe read before, I am making a trip out to Cape Canaveral for
3weeks. This will calm myself and when I will return I will be transformed.
I do this for myself, my friends and especially for all of you. Yes I will
change for all of you, r.a.s. citizens. I dont like having ennemies, so let
me a chance for me. I will be gone from December27th to January 15th (or
16th depending of my new PC who comes that day also). I will not post
anymore on r.a.s. from December 15th to January 15th. I will lurk. I will
only post to reply some of the funny posts of LeChicken (btw who are you
really ?? I know you are making a satire of myself here, like if I didnt
understand that) or if people reply to me on this post. I am opened to
everybody that would like to help me (if there is anyone here that doesnt
have me on his kill file).
So I will get 1month out of r.a.s. I took this decision, but some things
helped me. Some people e-mailed me to "help me" out of this. They told me
to get out of here 1month. I agreed. Also, I re-read all my posts that I
wrote since 6-7months, and after reading them I decided that it was enough
of my "psycho-guy of r.a.s.".
I want to be myself. The real me. The guy who helps people. Not the stupid
moron of r.a.s.
<Normal r.a.s. citizen>
Whoaaa.... In a certain way I have to agree with him. Lets let him a chance
and hope he will return here on r.a.s. to help people ONLY, not to make the
moron.
</normal r.a.s. citizen>
Well, I hope you understand. I passed some difficult real-life moment, like
the death of a close friend, the seperation of my parents and some problems
with my friends also (I dont have a life).
At first, I did those things for my school. But that stopped a long time
ago. After I though it was cool so I decided to continue presonnating the
"fake myself". I was acting but it went far too big. If you ever see the
movie called Johnny Hollywood (with JoePesci) you will understand. I
developped an entire character with good and bad things (well... only bad
things). Shame to myself and <g> to myself. It's my fault and I assume it
entirely. I trust I will change. I did too much bad to myself to continue
acting the fake myself. It was time for me to change, I was dissing myself
to big. Heck It is the real me who is talking so just let me 1chance. Not
anymore.
Fran?ois Mnard
ymenard on NROS
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